Something More

They got up immediately and returned to Jerusalem, where they found the Eleven and the rest of the company assembled. They were greeted with, “The Lord has been raised! It is true! He has appeared to Simon.” Then they recounted what had happened on the road and how they had come to know him in the breaking of the bread.   Luke 24:33-35

Years past by, suddenly I realize that I am so close to my priesthood. I just returned from my regency year, and now I take theology courses in order to make me ready to be ordained. Three years from now, it won’t be ”just” a dream anymore. Now I should facing priesthood and religious life as a reality. 

It sounds so good. I finally reach time that I’d considered as dreams and miracles, … but deep inside the whole reality, I notice as a reality, it will be my true life. A life which need to live  responsibly and mature, as a self and being, but also responsible and mature in faith. 

Recently, I always returned back to memories of the past. There were moments that I thought I wouldn’t allow myself to move on. I just want to stay here, looking to the upcoming reality as dreams and miracles. Something that I just want them to stay as they were, but life needs to move on. Moreover, I know that God loves me and his love will never let me stay still, … it will move me to a place that I will never expected. He will bring me to experiences that I might not like to have, but for sure, they will make me move closer to him.